After 9 hours of deep sleep I was at breakfast at 6am.
Outside it was cold. Snow was forecast on the mountain which loomed ahead.
Today I would walk to Temple 66, the “Hovering Clouds Temple.” Mist curled
around the tops of the trees in the distance. The ascent was going to be steep. At 3060 feet the Temple is at the highest
elevation of the route.
“How on earth did you get here, John?” I wondered as I set
out up the hill.
It all began with my first pilgrimage in 2007 the Via de la
Plata when I walked from Seville to Santiago. I didn’t speak any English for
almost three weeks and didn’t meet another pilgrim between Seville and
Salamanca. Solitary? You could say so. I could barely speak Spanish and when I
needed to communicate I wrote what I wanted to say on a piece of paper using a
phrase book. That journey altered the course of my life. I had previously been
going to Seville in the summers for years previously, living right in the heart
of the old town I played the organ in a local church, developed a network of
friends and planned a life of easy retirement sipping chilled sherry beneath
the orange trees. However on that first
long road to Santiago I now know I experienced a number of important things. I realise that in my late 50’s I could still
meet the physical challenge of walking 1000kms. I began to learn that I needed
very little with which to live. I carried everything I needed on my back and
despite everything I had read I still carried too much. I got bad blisters
early on and I quickly realised that the less I carried the less pain I
experienced. Without knowing it at the
time the same process was going on in my mind.
I had spent the years before setting off on Camino doing
difficult jobs. High pressure. I had come through a messy divorce which sadly
had inflicted pain over too long a period. My relationship with my children had
inevitably suffered and even a couple of years after the event I was still
mourning my mother’s death. To this day I remain surprised at how often I think
of my parents who have both been gone for some time. Combine all of this with
some smouldering resentments which I could
still nurse back to full flame and you may begin to understand some of the
stuff I had packed in my rucksack for the journey.
However I felt happy enough. Financially secure and able to
give up working full time. I had been attracted to the idea of walking the
Camino to Santiago as a way of marking that transition. I wanted time to myself to enjoy the peace
and solitude of rural Spain; time to think, to eat tapas and drink good wine. All of these ambitions were fulfilled but in
those 1000 kms I also received a number of precious gifts: I became deeply
convinced that my life should be simpler and that I needed to dump a lot of
things about which I could do nothing. I needed to stop controlling, trying to
fix the unfixable, change the past. The bottom line is that that first Camino
taught me that if all else failed, if everything else in my life came apart at
the seams, if I woke one morning with nothing, I could pack a rucksack and
simply follow yellow arrows and be happy.
That reassurance gave me a profound sense of freedom and wellbeing which
remained with me all of the way to Santiago and far beyond. I fell in love with
Santiago, moved here and became involved in the life of the Camino. The rest is
history.
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Shikoku was certainly that. Long, hard and demanding at
every level. The Temples, the scenery,
the food, the culture, other pilgrims all coalesce to make the experience
special. But there is a unique feature to the 88 Temple route which sets it
apart and made it an extraordinary experience for me. I had read about the
practice of “osettai” before I left.
Osettai are gifts which local people give to passing walking pilgrims. I
had read before to expect locals to offer me drinks or fruit, some nuts or even
a sandwich. There are one or two
websites where the authors give a daily tally of “walked 23 kms, paid 30€ for
bed and breakfast, received 3 ossettai today – green tea, a biscuit and 2
mandarin oranges.” Before I arrived I thought that this was a
quaint custom like the few places on the Camino routes where locals leave out
fruit. Little did I know.
In Japanese culture politeness has been elevated to an art
form. You are immediately struck by how
helpful and polite Japanese people are, to the point where it appears to border
on servility to Western eyes. I came to understand the difference between
ritual politeness typified by bowing – everyone bows and the deeper the bow you
give the deeper the bow you will get back. On the train the ticket-checker bows
to everyone even when leaving the carriage. This act of respect is symbolic of
how helpful Japanese people are, often to an extraordinary degree. During our pilgrimage everyone we asked for
directions or assistance went out of their way to help. Not just once, every
time. A typical example was asking a man in a garage for directions. He pointed
the way. We walked on for about 5 minutes when he drove up in his car. He had
closed the garage and followed us to make sure we had not got lost. Another
time we arrived in a town starving. Little was open and we came upon a place
selling pizzas. They had run out of dough. We sat at one of the free picnic
tables having a drink to make a plan for where we might eat before we found our
accommodation. Around 15 minutes later a pizza appeared in front of us. One of
the customers eating at a nearby table had seen our plight, got in his car,
driven to a nearby pizza shop purchased a pizza and delivered it to us. We
tried to give him money. He was almost offended. These are just a few of the many, many
examples of kindness we received from Japanese people. Then the ossettai
started.
On that first day when I took ill a woman appeared at the
front gate of her cottage. “Ossettai” she declared and held out a tray carrying
ice cold tins of green tea and biscuits. From that moment every day was like
being showered with kindness. The
ossettai we received are too numerous to list. Strangers in a supermarket would
put cakes or sweets in our bags after we had paid, bills were paid for us in
restaurants, walking along the road a car would stop and hand us a bag of
fruit, or chocolate. People came out of their homes with artefacts they had
made or home-made delicacies. On a bus one day another pilgrim went forward and
paid our fare without saying a word. The other passengers applauded when we got
off. A priest in a church we visited gave us an envelope containing the
equivalent of 100 euros. A woman had handed it in. Dinner for the pilgrims.
We met a western pilgrim who eventually gave up and went
home who thought this was all a little patronising. He said he felt like being
patted on the head. I never once felt like that. I did wonder how much of this
gift-giving was superstition. Be kind to a pilgrim and get good luck. There may
be an element of that. However the thing that struck me most was the look of
pleasure on the face of every single person who gave us ossettai. The Biblical
lesson “it is better to give than receive”
is being lived on Shikoku. On a grand scale
Over the 50 days walking the gifts did not stop. They came in the most unexpected forms and often when we least expected it. Walking alongside a busy road a car stopped and halted the long line of traffic. The window rolled down and a hand emerged with a box of chocolates. Ossettai. Another day a woman emerged from her roadside home. A note was pressed into our hands. “Stop for coffee” she said in broken English. On another road a car stopped. “Are you pilgrims walking all the way today?” enquired the young Japanese man. When we said “yes” he reappeared with two packed lunches. “You must eat pilgrims”, he said and drove off with a wave.
At the start I was a bit embarrassed about taking these
gifts. I also felt guilty. I can afford to buy everything I need and the gifts
came from ordinary working people. I
also felt a little like a spectacle. Pilgrims singled out. But as the days wore on I began to realise
that I needed to accept these gifts with better grace. They were acts of
generosity by people who simply wanted to give without question or
qualification. That bothered me more and more because of the growing
realisation that although I think of myself as a generous person thinking
nothing of buying lunch or gifts for friends actually my giving has been very
judgemental. Lunch for friends but not a penny to the beggar in the
street. “Let them work as I had to”
being amongst my more charitable thoughts. And yet here were these Japanese
people giving to a stranger, a foreigner, unconditionally.
Rain, sleet and snow at Temple 66 |
We struggled up the mountain to Temple 66 through rain,
hail, sleet and snow. Everything was wet. The wind was an icy blast chilling us
to the bone. We reached the Temple and
sought shelter to change into dry clothes before making our descent. The day
was bitterly cold and when we reached the road at the bottom of the hill we
wondered where we might get some hot food. We were gathering our thoughts and
feeling very sorry for ourselves when a very elderly man on an ancient bicycle
approached. Looking as if he was in his
late 80’s or 90’s he moved the pedals laboriously until he came to a stop
beside us. From a broken plastic crate
attached with string he handed us two parcels wrapped in newspaper. They
radiated heat. He had roasted potatoes on the fire at home on this coldest of
days. Hot food for the pilgrims.
That one act of kindness from that old man was a moment of
realisation. I saw that the islanders and their ossettai were a powerful
demonstration that people are capable of great goodness. The ossettai were for
me the affirmation that in this world individual acts of kindness which might
seem small can count for a huge amount. My role is not to change everything
around me. My job is to become less mean and judgemental and place fewer conditions
on what I give emotionally and materially. I have to become the change that I
want to see in others and the world.
What were the gifts
of this pilgrimage? A roast potato and a whole lot more.